Welcome

I would like to apologize to whoever may or may not be reading this for how unceremoniously I flung the reader into my most complex and deep emotional feelings in the first post. I am rather secretive about romantic love, and it was rather freeing to go on a rant about it. But now, I want to be a good blogger and introduce my dear reader to this blog.
Really and truly, my only purpose is to keep myself writing. I have always been a writer, and with the challenges and pressures of academia, I have lost the need to write for pleasure for the past couple of years, and thanks to my friend (who is currently the only person who knows about this blog) I have decided to start a blog- and actually keep it current.
The title means exactly as it sounds. I am Sammi, in search of self.
So here, you will find the ramblings of a college student. You will find attempts at humor, irony, and profundity.
What you will not find here is cynicism. I think that life is far too short to not approach it with as much enthusiasm as can be produced in that moment.
You will not find pretension. I am not here to impress anyone, just to write. Maybe inspire something in someone somewhere, but I seriously doubt that will happen.
Lastly, you will not find moping and emotional drivel. Life happens to everyone, and I don't believe that anyone with the ability to blog by definition really has the right to claim that life is a swirling pool of thick black darkness, and you will not find those claims anywhere near here.
So, if anyone's out there, spending time reading this, thank you for your time and patience. I may not sweep you off of your feet, but I hope to make you at least smile.
Love always,
Sammi